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Shit Where I'm from We grew up thinkin' silence make you solid, but it don't Honesty do (honesty do) So, let me honestly tell you motherfuckers the truth
I'm insecure as fuck I wanna fuck this slut but I'm scared thinkin' how early I might nut She a ten-plus, if she start moanin' when I get up in them guts I'ma tell that bitch, "Hush" That moanin' gon' make me nut quicker Ooh, you moanin', girl, I fuck with ya Insecure, that's why I'm off the liquor That's why I pop dick pills when I hit a stripper
I'm insecure, Issa Rae Insecure 'cause I'm from the streets, but wanna change But fuck that, I'ma stay the same 'Cause if I change, niggas gon' try to play with the name Insecure, keep my feelings in the dark 'Cause fuck bein' played, I can't give you my heart Windows tinted, can't fishbowl with the sharks Behind it, I'm clutchin', ready to spark
I'm insecure I'm insecure as fuck I'm insecure I'm insecure as fuck (Look) I'm insecure (uh)
I got to ball with niggas I was on them benches with I got a call sayin', "JID, you really killin' shit" I'm not a fraud, bodyguard, how I kick this (how I kick this) I'm not as tall, your bitch could tell you where my inches went
I'm not involved, put my all into this energy Rest in piss to my flaws, stand in front of my fears and we face it all Tryna keep appearances, the image is raw Gotta be peaceful 'cause mentally, I've been in a war I'm insecure with claustrophobia, walls closin' in Wrote a song and it felt like me and God holdin' hands Put my wrongs in my writings, I don't know if I belong Workin' on my self-belief, I always thought that I was strong
And I was taught that as a man, you gotta take one to the chest with a smile even if you fucked up Keep steppin', as a child I used to be defensive and deflective, actin' out I guess I was affected indirectly, but for now I got to get my vision restored, I took a risk and didn't get the reward Your validation and attention is foreign, no need, it's null and void But I'm not for sure, am I immature? Maybe
I'm insecure (oh) I'm insecure as fuck I'm insecure I'm insecure as fuck I'm insecure
Man, you don't even know the half I mean, it's a shame Issa Rae didn't cast me SJS survivor, lookin' peculiar On my way to sixth grade, you know middle school kids are cruel All they did was harass me I ain't get bullied or nothin' I was down to take it outside, but all the pretty girlies I wanted was either laughin' at me Or passin' me by, leavin' me on the far side like it was a joke to get close to me
Yeah, I played it off, held it in well, but I was cryin' inside It's hard bein' soft, lot of my homies was supposedly fuckin', I was just jackin' off On allthatass dot com, my God Now I'm a famous rapper and I can have any woman I want Except for the woman I want, probably why
I'm insecure (solo) I'm insecure as fuck (for sure) I'm insecure (on the real, bro) I'm insecure as fuck (you don't feel me, though) I'm insecure
The Gentlemen's Club represents a new era I'm not the same person you knew me to be Think of this club as a place men go when they're ready to talk Talk about things you'd never expect us to, uncomfortable things I'm insecure as fuck